During the curtain call, the last scene on stage
謝幕時,在舞台上的最後一幕
The performance is really over, but part of me still feels like I am standing on that stage.
I can still hear our dance shoes echoing through the theater. I can still picture the stage lights above us and the audience beyond the edge of the stage. Most of all, I remember the applause during the final curtain call—the moment when everything we had worked for finally felt real.
Before the performance began, I waited backstage with the other dancers. Through the curtain, I could hear the audience entering the theater and talking as they found their seats. Around me, everyone was checking their costumes, adjusting their shoes, and quietly reviewing the choreography. Although we had practiced the same steps countless times, I was still nervous.
When we were told to get ready, my heart started beating faster.
Then, the lights came on.
The music began, and I stepped onto the stage of the National Taichung Theater—a stage I had dreamed of performing on for a long time. At first, I focused only on the movements: step, jump, and turn. I listened carefully to the music and the rhythm of the other dancers’ shoes. I was afraid of making a mistake during the performance we had worked so hard to prepare.
After a while, I noticed familiar faces in the audience. Seeing them made me feel supported, and I slowly became more relaxed. Instead of worrying about every movement, I began to enjoy the music, the dance, and the feeling of truly being onstage.
For the first time that evening, I stopped thinking about what could go wrong and allowed myself to enjoy the moment.
Reaching that stage took much more than one evening of performing. It took countless rehearsals, repeating the same movements until our timing matched and trying again whenever something went wrong. Even when we were tired, we returned to our positions and continued practicing.
Preparing for the show also required courage outside the studio. Before the performance, my brother and I brought 150 posters to the National Taichung Theater and handed them out to strangers. The posters were light in my hands, but giving away the first one felt almost impossible.
I was afraid that people would ignore us or refuse to take one. Eventually, someone stopped and accepted a poster. That small moment gave me the courage to continue. One poster became another, and then another. With each one, I hoped that someone might become curious and come to see the performance we had spent so long preparing.
Sometimes, courage begins with something as small as handing one poster to a stranger.
The moment I remember most clearly is the final curtain call. When all the dancers returned to the stage, I looked out at the audience and saw many familiar faces. The theater was filled with applause.
At that moment, I remembered every rehearsal, every difficult movement, the nervous wait backstage, and every poster we had handed out. All those moments that had once seemed separate suddenly felt connected.
Our effort had been seen.
After the curtain came down, everyone gathered in the lobby. We hugged, took pictures, and shared the happiness of finally completing the performance. I was proud and relieved, but I also found it difficult to believe that it was already over.
For months, the show had been something in the future—something we were always practicing for and looking forward to. Suddenly, it had become a memory.
Ten years ago, I was the child who hid in the corner and was too afraid to join the other dancers. Now, I have performed in front of an audience on one of the most important stages in my city.
My growth did not happen in one moment. It came from every rehearsal, every mistake, and every time I chose to continue even when I felt nervous. Irish dance did not make all my fear disappear. Instead, it taught me how to take the next step while carrying that fear with me.
The girl who once hid in the corner had finally found the courage to step into the light.
The curtain call marked the end of this performance, but not the end of my journey. The lights may have gone down, but every step, heartbeat, and moment of applause will remain part of a memory I will carry with me for a long time.
公演真的結束了,但有一部分的我感覺好像還站在那座舞台上。
我彷彿還能聽見舞鞋敲擊地板、迴盪在劇院裡的聲音,也還記得頭頂的燈光和舞台前方的觀眾。最令我難忘的,是最後謝幕時響起的掌聲。那一刻,我們為這場演出付出的所有努力,終於變得真實。
演出開始前,我和其他舞者一起在後台等待。隔著布幕,我可以聽見觀眾入場和尋找座位時的交談聲。身旁的每個人都在確認服裝、調整舞鞋,並默默回想舞步。雖然我們早已練習過無數次,但我的心裡還是非常緊張。
當工作人員提醒我們準備上場時,我的心跳得更快了。
接著,舞台燈亮起。
音樂響起,我走上了臺中國家歌劇院的舞台——一座我期待了很久,也一直夢想能夠站上的舞台。剛開始,我只專注在每一個動作上:踏步、跳躍、轉身。我仔細聽著音樂和其他舞者鞋子落地的節奏,害怕自己在這場準備已久的演出中出錯。
漸漸地,我注意到觀眾席中熟悉的面孔。看見他們,讓我感受到支持,也慢慢放鬆下來。我不再一直擔心每一個動作,而是開始享受音樂、舞蹈,以及真正站在舞台上的感覺。
那一晚,我第一次不再反覆想著可能出錯的地方,而是讓自己好好享受當下。
能夠站上這座舞台,靠的不只是演出當晚的努力。這背後有無數次的排練。我們一遍又一遍練習相同的動作,直到所有人的節奏一致;只要哪裡出錯,就重新再試一次。即使感到疲累,我們仍然繼續練習,希望把最好的一面留給觀眾。
這場公演也讓我在舞蹈教室之外學會勇敢。演出前,我和弟弟帶著150張海報,到臺中國家歌劇院附近向陌生人宣傳。海報拿在手中明明很輕,但要發出第一張,卻讓我覺得無比的困難。
我害怕別人忽略我們,也擔心他們不願意接下海報。直到有一個人停下腳步,接過了我手中的海報。那個看似微小的瞬間,給了我繼續下去的勇氣。一張接著一張,我希望有人會因此對我們的演出感到好奇,走進劇院,看見我們準備了那麼長時間的成果。
有時候,勇氣的開始,只是把第一張海報遞給一位陌生人。
整場演出中,我記得最清楚的,還是最後謝幕的時刻。當所有舞者再次走上舞台,我望向觀眾席,看見許多熟悉的面孔。掌聲充滿了整座劇場。
那一刻,我想起每一次排練、每一個曾經做不好的動作、在後台緊張等待的心情,以及我們發出去的每一張海報。那些原本看似分散的片段,突然全部連在了一起。
我們的努力,真的被看見了。
布幕落下後,大家聚集在大廳裡互相擁抱、拍照,分享終於完成演出的喜悅。我感到驕傲,也鬆了一口氣,卻仍然不敢相信公演真的結束了。
這幾個月以來,它一直存在於未來,是我們不斷練習和期待的目標;轉眼之間,它卻已經成為一段回憶。
十年前,我還是那個躲在角落、不敢加入其他舞者的孩子。如今,我已經能夠站在自己城市裡最重要的舞台之一,在觀眾面前完成演出。
我的成長並不是發生在某一個瞬間,而是來自每一次排練、每一個錯誤,以及每一次即使緊張,仍然選擇繼續向前的時刻。愛爾蘭舞並沒有讓我的恐懼全部消失,而是教會我如何帶著害怕,依然勇敢踏出下一步。
那個曾經躲在角落的女孩,終於有勇氣走進燈光之中。
這次謝幕代表一場公演的結束,卻不是我旅程的終點。舞台燈雖然已經熄滅,但每一個舞步、每一次心跳和每一陣掌聲,都會成為我珍藏很久的回憶。
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